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All I know is that you've made my heart pounding violently faster than ever before, as you sat right next to me, chewing your food indifferently.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
When I'm Blue
I don't know why I always listen to this song everytime I 'm feeling blue. Like today, thanks to you. Maps by Yeah Yeah Yeahs, everyone. Enjoy!
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
It's Alright, It's Alright
I'll be your respirator
I'll be your pressure suit
(Pressure Suit-Aqualung)
I'll be your pressure suit
(Pressure Suit-Aqualung)
Friday, July 15, 2011
Shoo, You, Don't Bother Me
Dear you, I've officially deleted you from my life you know. Now shoo, you, don't bother me!
Thursday, July 14, 2011
The Tale of Gajah Tujuh Koto
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Once upon a time, there was a tiny baby elephant that got lost from the forest and landed somewhere in the small village of Tujuh Koto, Jambi. A man named Hambali, who's happen to be my dad, served as subdistrict head at that particular time. So he captured the elephant, took care of it and named him Tujuh Koto.
I remember him only indistinctly, standing alone in a yard. They put a cuff around his leg attached to a big chain and tied it to a tree. I came to see that poor little elephant several times with my dad and my little sister. But then they moved it to a zoo in the city.
When I was in college, I told my friends that my father once captured an elephant back in our hometown and they laughed their ass off. In their imagination, I lived in a secluded island that I need to travel miles away through fire and water just to see my neighbour. Then I like, do'oh!
The end.
Monday, July 11, 2011
Hell-O-Life
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Why can't I just be satisfied with what I have? Yesterday I texted an old friend of mine just to say hello. When she asked me how I'm doing I just couldn't help but to blurt about my boredoom and the urgency to find a new experience, a new job, a new life and love and anything that I won't feel so stuck anymore.
And then I asked her how she's doing, how's life, and she replied, ''Me, I'm just grateful with everything I have."
Just so you know, her ex-husband left her with their new born child when she was 23 year old. Her foster family kicked her out from house soon after they found out that she got pregnant. She was homeless and lost but still she managed to get back on her foot again and survive.
That was it. I feel so ashamed. She reminds me that life ain't a fairytale.
Just so you know, her ex-husband left her with their new born child when she was 23 year old. Her foster family kicked her out from house soon after they found out that she got pregnant. She was homeless and lost but still she managed to get back on her foot again and survive.
That was it. I feel so ashamed. She reminds me that life ain't a fairytale.
Go With Us To Bremen
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I'm having the symptoms all over again: trouble sleeping, wake up after 10 AM, come to office midday then go home before dusk. I scratch my skin while I fall asleep and I have this fatigue all day long. I get irritated easily, which means just one thing: I'm in stress. I need vacation.
So, dear God, please lemme have my day off. Amen.
